Hayden Christensen (hayden__c_) wrote, @ 2003-07-15 01:44:00

God I feel like something inside of me is clawing at my heart. Ripping it to shreds. And no this isn't some metaphor for some girl or guy that has broken poor old Hayden's heart.

Things involving the heart aren't always based romantically.

There is so much weighing down on me right now, and I just need a break. Mood swings fucking suck. Sometimes I feel like I'm breathing underwater. (that by the way is an OLP lyric, yay for Canadian bands)

I'm no one important, I'm just me, and I can't live up to these high standards people have of me. I don't have a clue what I'm talking about anymore so yeah ...

Mon & Andie sorry I died, computer went schizo and I'm beat anyway so I'm going to bed.

	monicakeena 2003-07-15 03:04 (link)
	Aww it's okay. I just wish I could've done something to make you feel better. *hugs* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	padmexnat 2003-07-15 08:03 (link)
	I love you Hayden. I only expect you to love be back. I know this shoot is emotionally hard for all of us and that isn't helping anything at all. The task master from hell isn't helping any or maybe it's the rain. (Reply to this) (Thread)