Hayden Christensen (hayden__c_) wrote, @ 2003-07-05 01:04:00

Current mood:

angry

You know what? People can just go to hell.

Maybe I shouldn't associate with actors because what are we best at? We get paid to put on these faces and lie our fucking asses off about who we are and what we're about.

Some people can't stop doing that it seems. Now I'm not talking about everyone. I don't wanna go pissing people off, and I'm not stupid enough to go into the people I have in mind, and as much as some of you might think you know who I'm speaking of, the obvious choices, you'd probably be wrong. Or at least some of your choices would be wrong.

Just fucking A, people suck in general. Add a talent for lying, which is what we do, then what do you have? A fuck load of screwed up people.

Now I don't know what I'm thinking of or looking for or anything for that matter. I wouldn't say I'm still in my funk, but I wouldn't say I'm out of it either. I just, fuck I don't know.

Nat's happy with Jason, which I think is great. Ewan's got Alyssa and they are happy, and I'm not looking to find some great love, I don't know what I'm looking for. I really want to go home, I want to find someone unfickle, understanding.

Whatever, nevermind. What I want obviously doesn't matter to anyone in the scheme of things.

	sweet_shannon 2003-07-05 02:08 (link)
	As cliche as this is going to sound... I really know how you feel. I know you're not in the best place right now, and an offer from a complete stranger isn't probably something you're going to want, but I'm guessing there's no harm in throwing it out there. If you ever want to talk, or need a friend, please don't hesitate to contact me. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	hayden__c_ 2003-07-05 02:14 (link)
	Thanks There's a good possibility I'll take you up on that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sweet_shannon 2003-07-05 02:31 (link)
	You're welcome. I hope you do. My AIM is sweet shannon e (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	padmexnat 2003-07-05 18:25 (link)
	Hay has a tendency to lurk. -I put on my matchmaker hat - He really is a great guy! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sweet_shannon 2003-07-05 18:57 (link)
	I have a tendency to lurk as well. Actually, I'm lurking right now. :-x Oops? -laughs quietly- (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: padmexnat 2003-07-06 02:44 (link)
	Blurty takes so long to send me my messages, I swear. Hay was in a better mood. So once you guys start talking ... maybe you should come to Ireland. -grins- might make his mood better. Then might make mine better too. Jason is MIA. -sighs- (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sweet_shannon 2003-07-06 03:55 (link)
	Oh I know. Blurty is evil. I'm glad he was in a better mood. -laughs quietly- Oh I don't know... I feel really bad just intruding, but maybe if we get along well I will. And why am I getting the feeling you're trying to set us up? o_O hehe I'm sorry Jason is MIA. Maybe he'll show up soon? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: padmexnat 2003-07-06 04:48 (link)

Me set Hayden up? He needs a good girl Never. He'd better show up before Wednesday. -sighs- You aren't intruding. Hay just has alot going on right now. He doesn't let people see the real Hay. I know him well. We were togehter for awhile. We probably know each other better than anyone else. But we are more like siblings now. I have to warn you get E, well Ewan with us and it's a sigh to behold. Now if I can just get you two to quit lurking! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

sweet_shannon 2003-07-06 15:29 (link)

-laughs- He doesn't seem like the type of guy who would let someone set him up... I'm sorry... if there's anything I can do, please let me know. If he has a lot going on, I don't want to be added stress or pressure, you know? I would love to get to know him, he seems like a really great guy, but I want him to equally want to get to know me... I'll quit lurking if he does. ;) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

padmexnat 2003-07-05 03:02 (link)

I am happy Hay, Jason is incredible. I miss you. This is a big house I know but I never see you. When E gets back I'm going to make you unlurk. You know what you want matters to me. You are my best friend in the world. I'm cooking tomorrow, Jason is out and about and since we have the time off we are spending it together. I think you need some Nat time and some irrating sibling like banter. I love you Hay. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2005-12-01 09:53 (link)
	By the way, Ewan's wife's name is actually Eve. If you were really Hayden, you would know this. Do your research! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2005-12-01 09:54 (link)
	yeah, so there, :p dumbass (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)