| Current mood: |  annoyed |
Jordana took off to see her ex, or half ex or ex-potential guy. I don't know, all I know is she's gone. I'm not mad or anything, just disappointed, for a lot of reasons. But I'm busy, so I don't really have time to think about it, nor do I really want to analyize it all cause I'm not up for it.
What is is Nat keeps saying, I'm in a funk right? I'm so exhausted, completely and utterly exhausted with work, life, filming, everything. I just want to sleep and not wake up for a very long time.
I don't even know who all is staying at my own house, that's how out of it I am. How busy I am. I just feel like everyone around me is so quick to jump into anything and everything and I'm not like that. I can't be like that, it's not really in my nature to jump.
I don't allow myself to mistake lust for love, or lust for passion. The series of momments we go through have to be lived to the fullest, but ... Shit I don't feel like going into this right now.
I'm not in a great mood. ::shrugs:: I'm going to sleep, my bed is where you'll find me if I'm not on set. That or on the beach at night, watching the tide roll. Nothing better than the ocean at night. Screw everything and everyone else.
-Hayden
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