Hayden Christensen (hayden__c_) wrote, @ 2003-06-23 21:50:00

Current mood:

annoyed

I'm annoyed as hell. With myself mostly.

I absolutely HATE doing things half way. Seriously, it makes me feel edgy and I just want to scream. It's why I'm so screwed up in many ways.

Anyways, So I asked Jordana to come up you know. To get to know her better and vice versa. And then my entire world is taken away by stupid interviews and reporters and Lucas's uptight ass. Ok, I'm just a little frustrated, much love to the L man ... but yeah, you get the point.

So I've been a horrible host, a bad guy in general. And no matter how many times I get told it's okay, I still don't feel like it is. So I'm not convinced, and I doubt I will be convinced otherwise.

I just hate this, I was suppose to have all my free time be MINE up until the 22nd, would it kill people to just respect that I do have a life, sometimes. This happening to be one of those times.

At least I got away Sunday. I took Jordana down the beach to get some ice cream. Sure the shack is a little off putting but it's the best time Ice Cream on the continent. So at least there was that.

Now filming has starting, and yay guess whose calls are the earliest and last the longest. Gee Gorge ... thanks. He says he's going to lay off soon, this is after I yelled at him in front of his crew, yeah he doesn't like that much Right E? ::shakes head::

Ok. I'm done with my rant.

Bye,

-Hayden



I should be getting back around soon. But now I get to crash. I hate work! ::smiles fakely::

	padmexnat 2003-06-23 23:32 (link)
	I'm here for you Hay. I think I get picked on next. -sighs- (Reply to this) (Thread)

	siren_majandra 2003-06-24 00:45 (link)
	You aren't screwed up ... well not anymore than the rest of us! Not your fault your busy! ::throws love Australia bound:: Calm Down You! he he ::weak smiles:: <3 -Maj (Reply to this) (Thread)