... (hatep4nts) wrote, @ 2003-11-18 14:48:00

First post, lets hope some cool folks find this and friend me.

What's been going on is lots of thinking. Some serious, some not, and some serious that I'm not taking seriously. What should being going on is some major cramming for my Psych test tomorrow, but that's beside the point.

In a journal like this I feel like I can be more honest because I'm starting over. To some degree.

What has been on my mind:

-General disappointment with growing up-ness
-I really miss people. And I want to rub my crotch on them at clubs and hold their hands and stuff.
-This serious relationship thing has got me down a bit. And whatever. It shouldn't, but it is.
Like Tyler Durden or someone equally respectable said: "the person you love and the person who loves you are never the same."
-The Genealogy or Morals essays 1 & 2 have really made me think about some religion related things. In a very good way.
-I want to play Ninja Turtles for Super Nintendo more than ever.
-Make my own movie.
-I should be studying.
-Mm..Supreme Skim Mocha..mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

And now I intend to stray from that format and talk about more random things if any come to mind. Nope, guess not. All I can say is that I hope I get some free time to watch anime, horror. kung-fu, and plain crazy films this week. Looking like: Mondo Cane, Master of the Flying Guillotine, Eraserhead, Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust, and Ninja Scroll.

That is all I've got. Time to hit the books, random objects, and eventually the coffee shop. Maybe I will draw and write and be merry as well. Not sure. I always have a desire to create, but it dies as soon as I get set to start. Oh, and I want to play Zombies Ate My Neighbors, too.