| Current mood: |  bitchy |
| Current music: | I'd listen to music, but dad's home... |
Myeh...
I still don't really feel like talking about anything, but someone demanded that I update my journal. I'm trying to figure out how he found it in the first place (yes, there's a link in my profile, but it's a tiny dot!). Anyway, here goes.
Well, Tony and I are no longer. I don't remember exactly what it is he said... something about not wanting to commit to anything... like anything over 2 months is such a big commitment. I'm thinking it may have been the fact that I told him I was against abortion and asked him what he'd do if I got pregnant. I guess he thought about it too hard and decided to go chicken. I don't know. But if that were the case, we could just say "no more sex" because if it's not me, it's gonna be someone else. I don't know. Maybe he just decided that he didn't like me as much as he thought he did. I miss him horribly, though...
DDRMAX is a fucking awesome game. Go get it. Now. It's only $60, game and dance pad combined... XD!
Why does my dad always feel the need to talk to me? Seriously. I need a big sign on my forehead that says "GO AWAY DAD, I MOST LIKELY DON'T WANT TO TALK." If I wanted to talk, I'd strike up a conversation, but for the most part, I just dont' like talking to him, and he always wants to talk. ALWAYS. And he's always fucking home lately. He's a lazy asshole and didn't want to fight the horrible rain on his way to work, so he stayed home. That wouldn't be so bad if I actually liked having him around. I don't know what it is, but I just can't stand his presence, and he's ALWAYS THERE. I swear, he follows me around the fucking house. And he always feels the need to tell me what to do. ALWAYS. That's why I hate having him around. "Oh, btw, I think you should do this..." "Oh, well maybe you should do this..." I AM EIGHT FUCKING TEEN YEARS OLD! STOP TREATING ME LIKE A FUCKING TEN YEAR OLD, GODDAMNIT! Sorry, he's home right now and I'm highly irritated (again). He's a fucking cop, too. The only reason he isn't looking over my shoulder reading what I'm writing is because I'm upstairs and his laptop is downstairs. Thank GOD. Why do I think he looks over my shoulder? Well, becuase he says he's "worried about my language." Ok, I've said two words in my entire life that he's gotten all upset over "sucks" and "balls." Ok, balls I understand, but sucks? I mean come on, it's not even a fucking cuss word (heh). I used to think he was just overreacting (and being hypocritical - every now and then, especially after drinking some wine, he'll try to act all cool and cuss.. but I don't know who in the hell he's trying to impress, because it's mainly in front of my mother and myself, and we just think he's a big fucking hypocrite) but now I'm beginning to think that he reads what I say online, because I do cuss online. It's the only place I CAN cuss and get away with it. Or can I?
Ok, I'm done talking.
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