Bert McCracken (greenrwitscene) wrote, @ 2003-09-15 22:24:00

Current mood:	sad
Current music:	Perfect - Simple Plan

being a dick!!
i am, im being possibly the biggest dick imagineable tonight.
not only am i sick STILL, but i'm having one of the worst days possible on top of that! i don't know what's setting me off, but it seems like it's everything! i found myself calling some friends almost strictly to start a fight so that i could get out pent up aggression! i know that branden is probably really fuckin' pissed at me after our 'conversation' tonight.. i really need to talk to David about something but i'm scared to do it tonight.
Im sick as hell and alone, but i don't want company or much human contact.. i feel really bad about it too! David was very upset today and i couldn't do much for comforting him, i left the wedding early because i had too much on my mind and i felt like i was going to be sick. i... -sighs- i just cant really be happy for someone when im in such a funk, and THAT makes me feel like a dick.
i took a hand full of prozac and beat the hell out of my bathroom, shattered mirrors, the shower is in sevral peices (shower curtian, cold water knob, curtian pole, ect.) and there are holes the size of my fist in the walls. -looks down at hands- my hands are bruised beyond recognition, they don't even look like my hands! if they wern't attached at my wrist i wouldn't think they were mine. i'm almost out of asprin and my head is throbing, i think ill take a drive, maybe get some more while i'm out. maybe the night air and the full moon will help. -shrugs- that could be what's making me so crazy, the moon.

	oxk_osbournexo 2003-09-17 01:21 (link)
	HI BERT!! I just wanted to come say hi and give you the biggest hug ever so you can have a better day i love you boy dont be down be happy. ::hug:: (Reply to this) (Thread)

	-smiles- greenrwitscene 2003-09-17 22:07 (link)
	hey, wow, i never thought i'd hear from you again. it's kinda nice to actually! hit me up sometime kid! i'd like to talk to you AIM: GreenRwitScene Love, As always Bert (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: -smiles- oxk_osbournexo 2003-09-18 20:41 (link)
	Hey I dont let the past get me down your still the best. My AIM is really messed up once again but when it gets back up I will definantly talk to you. Let me know whats been going on Much love, Kelly (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Get an UnlimitedRPG name!!! greenrwitscene 2003-09-18 22:14 (link)
	come back and join us there! you'll be clued in then! -smiles- don't you just hate moving?! i hope that i see you there! it'll be a blast talking to you again! hope the AIM works soon! Love, As always Bert (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)