!!@#$%^&*___(all the fucking rage)___*&^%$#@!! (gravieretverre) wrote, @ 2003-04-06 04:01:00

Current mood:	disgustingly normal.
Current music:	Erase Errata - 'Tounge Tied'

"Uninspired and growing tired, why am I always so attracted to drama?"
...struggling to find a quote to describe what I feel right now... but none of my bands have been quite able to put their fingers on it either.

I have to stop looking at life under this meticulous poetic microscope. I have to stop glamorizing such meaninglessness as the black and white static dansing across my television screen. My life is not as beautifully tragic as I'd like it to be. I'm a spoiled American trapped in an asphalt labyrinth of dead ends and shopping malls and boring people. And it's both shocking and repulsive how quickly I've gotten absorbed into their world. Swallowed up and God, how I'd love to be spit out by by this society. When did I become just like them?? I think it was when I decided not to.

(et je répète...)

My life is not as gloriously tragic as I'd like it to be.

Nobodies is.

(ou est-il???)

Dieu bénissent l'Amérique. The fucking irony.

-Maddie.

	_jessicunt 2003-04-06 11:56 (link)
	i want to be a singer like jewel. i think i sing her songs really well. i also dont think i have the "pop" look. i know exactly how you feel. im "different" from everyone else. i dont look like them. i dont act like them. so what do they do because i dont? they push me away. i guess thats the way life goes, i guess. you can never win - you can never loose. (Reply to this) (Thread)

gravieretverre 2003-04-06 17:47 (link)

Ahh, I know. It's so frustrating. I'm a singer too, I have my little garage rock screamo band.. but I can't sing, so instead I just scream a lot. but anyways.. ...no matter what you do, people are always going to label you and judge you by how you look and the music you listen to. Very annoying and there's absolutely nothing we can do to stop them. But, eh, like you said - you can't win, you can't lose. -Maddie (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	posedtodeath 2003-04-06 18:51 (link)
	hello, you seem so fucking cool so im going to add you ok :) and I wish I could sing like fiona apple of Jessica from Scarling and Jack off Jill (Reply to this) (Thread)

	gravieretverre 2003-04-08 00:52 (link)
	I added you back :) &someone thinks i'm fucking cool!! That rocks! *smiles* -maddie (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fishnets 2003-04-07 06:42 (link)
	Hey...You added me, so I'm adding you back ;) (Reply to this) (Thread)

	gravieretverre 2003-04-08 00:53 (link)
	thanks (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)