| Current mood: |  crushed |
| Current music: | ENya- I might not awake |
So far from freedom
I'm starting to hate who I have become...All I ever do is talk about how much I hatethe world and highschol.. I wish things were differently but I am just so sick of everything. I'm sick of people making me feel bad about my curiosity for girls... I'm sick of TRYING to be " right" for guys I like. I'm sick of everyone who is so fucking immature and stupid. I'm sick of myself. I'm sick of mirrors. I'm sick of life. My mom thinks i'm doing fine.. I told her everything is ok.. I am supposed to go to my therapist on 9-11 but I told my mom to cancel because things are better.. Things aren't better though. Things are awful. I'm gonna start taking my pills again. Oh yeah just a sidenote I got stung by a wasp twice today....
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