|Current mood:|| hopeful|
|Current music:||catch 22|
okay! so i had an endoscopy on friday. they did not find any ulcers, and i'm waiting on the results for a few biopsies they did. i was so drugged from the sedation, it's sunday and my pupils are still dialated haha. tomorrow i have a CT scan of my abdomen and pelvis. i'm really nervous about the test because i have to drink 2 bottles of this barium stuff, it is SO NASTY!!!
my new doctor told my mom that i need time to get better, physically and mentally, so i should drop out of school. yay! so now i just have to focus on getting better. i will start going to see a psychotherapist asap to help with my anxiety and stuff. i really like my new doctor. she's very confident that she will get to the bottom of whatever i have had all of these fucking years. i think i finally have hope of getting better, and staying better.
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