|Current mood:|| scared|
well, just our luck, last nite after sex we noticed that the condom leaked out some..er...yeaaah....so we frantically started looking for places we could obtain an after morning pill. finally we decided to call my doctor and have them prescribe me the pill so i could get it last nite.
i took it...but what if i got pregnant in the 2 hours before i took the pill?? there is no fucking way that i can have a baby...my parents would practically disown me and then would make me put the baby up for adoption...and there's no way i'd be able to go to school and work and take care of a baby....yet if i did put it up for adoption, i'd feel really really guilty. because what if nick and i end up staying together and get hitched? it would be so weird to have put our first child up for adoption, ya know??
i'm just frantic, stressed, scared.......
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