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katie (gnarliechica) wrote,
@ 2004-04-19 23:26:00
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    Current mood: loved

    way too good to be fucking true.
    so nick just never ceases to amaze me. i'm just waiting for him to break my heart..but every time i have negative thoughts, he sweeps me off my feet by bringing me goodies, or sending me a text message saying "hi hunnybunny"...or, like just now, i thanked him for helping me through all this, and he said "anything for you".

    this just...doesn't happen. One, I've NEVER felt this way towards ANYONE, Two, no one has felt this way towards me, or treated me as well as he does. I mean come on, i gave the boy my virginity..and i've been with ALOT of boys(not necessarily a good thing, not necessarily a bad thing either...)and i've never felt that any of them deserved it. but nick....i'm just fuckin scared...because i don't know if i can handle losing him...

    In every heart there is a room
    A sanctuary safe and strong
    To heal the wounds from lovers past
    Until a new one comes along

    I [speak] to you in cautious tones
    [Or maybe not at all]
    And still I feel I [say] too much
    My silence is my self defense

    And every time I've held a rose
    It seems I only felt the thorns
    And so it goes, and so it goes
    And so will you soon I suppose

    But if my silence [makes] you leave
    Then that would be my worst mistake
    So I will share this room with you
    And you can have this heart to break

    And this is why my eyes are closed
    It's just as well for all I've seen
    And so it goes, and so it goes
    And you're the only one who knows

    So I would choose to be with you
    That's if the choice were mine to make
    But you can make decisions too
    And you can have this heart to break

    And so it goes, and so it goes
    And you're the only one who knows

    -Billy Joel [with revisions by Muah]



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