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way too good to be fucking true.
so nick just never ceases to amaze me. i'm just waiting for him to break my heart..but every time i have negative thoughts, he sweeps me off my feet by bringing me goodies, or sending me a text message saying "hi hunnybunny"...or, like just now, i thanked him for helping me through all this, and he said "anything for you".
this just...doesn't happen. One, I've NEVER felt this way towards ANYONE, Two, no one has felt this way towards me, or treated me as well as he does. I mean come on, i gave the boy my virginity..and i've been with ALOT of boys(not necessarily a good thing, not necessarily a bad thing either...)and i've never felt that any of them deserved it. but nick....i'm just fuckin scared...because i don't know if i can handle losing him...
In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along
I [speak] to you in cautious tones
[Or maybe not at all]
And still I feel I [say] too much
My silence is my self defense
And every time I've held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose
But if my silence [makes] you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break
And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows
So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows
-Billy Joel [with revisions by Muah]
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