xgloom-flower (gloom_flower) wrote, @ 2005-02-06 21:54:00

tomorrow would have been my ex-boyriend && my one year. we broke up a while ago. i'm so unbelieveably heart broken. i don't want tomorrow to come. i don't want to see his gorgeous ...everything... in the halls tomorrow. i don't want to cry. i want to be over this... the way he's over me.

wow. secretadmirer 2006-04-30 22:18 (link)

I have a problem of digging myself into a deeper hole. I realized you lied to me. You told me you never "loved" anyone else. I should have known that was a lie the moment you said it. I dug too deep this time, read your "blurty" journal and found a poem you wrote about Sylvain. "I just wish the story didn't end this way, Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it." sounds like love to me... I want to die right now. Even though this is all my fault. I'm not saying you still feel this way... or maybe you do. I dont know. I dont care. this sucks. fuck everything. (Reply to this) (Thread)