Nick Gigler (gigs_00) wrote, @ 2003-08-16 08:36:00

Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong

I've been sitting here, bored, for God knows how long. Why is it that my life seems so...minuscule compared to everyone else's? Jere and Billy are engaged, everything's working out for them. Tony and Benji have had/are having problems, everyone's so...needed for something. I feel like a leech. Like I don't belong.

Where do I belong?

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
With all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own,the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

	xalysonhannigan 2003-08-16 16:20 (link)
	Hey kiddo....you know where to find me. Let me know if you need to talk or something, and I'll clear anything that's in the way. *leaves a bag of gummi bears* Plus I've got bunches of ice cream. *smiles* And even if you do get in a better mood, I still want to talk to you..it's been....a long time. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	gigs_00 2003-08-18 04:40 (link)
	Thanks Aly, it means a lot. I know we haven't talked in a long time, I'm sorry about that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	g00d_billy 2003-08-19 12:56 (link)
	You belong HERRE with us because hi, you're my cactus. Okay? Good. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	gigs_00 2003-08-20 11:34 (link)
	Thanks, Billy (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)