Joel Madden (gc_sickboy) wrote, @ 2003-03-21 06:47:00

scared shitless
I.. I can't feel anything right now. I'm so scared something might happen to us on the way to France, I haven't been feeling the same lately, Billy and I aren't seeing eachother anymore, and I have liked someone else for a long time now, hopefully he knows who he is, and come and talk to me so I wouldn't be so scared.

I hate airplanes right now, ever since 9-11 I've had the fear of flying, It wasn't like that before, everything was the same before, I could look out an airplane window and see the view, and be happy to where ever we were going, and now it is like fuckin BOOM, right in my face, every channel about the war, and us bombing Iraq.

Benji said in the end everything will be okay, but I dont know, anything could happen. I wouldn't even want to die like that, I want to be old in my bed, wrinkly, and on my death sentence, but not in a plane, not EVER. Thats why I brought some parachutes for the guys and I, and sky diving equipment.

	blmxkidvicious 2003-03-21 13:32 (link)
	We will be okay, don't worry. Nothing will happen. And I'm here if anything happens. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	sarahxxmadden 2003-03-21 17:23 (link)
	i'm worried about you guys so come home safe and call me after you land in france ok. Plus mom wants to make sure her baby boys are ok too.. Love ya (Reply to this) (Thread)