Garfield116x (garfield116x) wrote, @ 2007-03-24 23:44:00

Today was a crummy ass day. Ive ben in an upset mood all day. I really didnt want to see anyone today. I just feel like shit on the inside. Laura took the brute of it all. She wanted to spend time with me, and i didnt really help her out. I was in a bitter mood. I feel even worse cause i took it out on her. she wanted to spend time with me because for the past few weeks, its been hard cause of different schedules. i feel like shit cause she took the crap from me. I didnt want to make her feel like shit. but I just wanted to e alone. I decided to dri nk tonight. ig mistake. not the reason to be drinking. But Oh well. If i cant figure it out on my own, why not drink them away. Im stupid, but Oh well.

	glaciercrow 2007-03-25 04:59 (link)
	I'm sorry, I hope you get to feeling better. I've been fighting off depression down here. Depression is a symptom of self-hatred or chemical imbalances, so I've been doing some soul searching and sure not liking what i'm finding. Hugs to you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2007-03-25 13:18 (link)
	I hate some parts of myself and I know I have a chemical imbalance. Sometimes I think im bipolar, because my moods change inconsistantly. Sometimes I will have an outstanding day, and their will be no triggers, but my mood just hits the fan and ill feel like shit. (Reply to this) (Thread)

glaciercrow 2007-03-26 01:36 (link)

You might be right, two of ladies on my friends page are diagnosed bi-polar. Both of them are on medication for it and feel they are in a struggle with the world sometimes. It might not hurt to try to find a private doctor who can do a blood test and see. But then again that might not be a good idea. I'm not sure how the army would react to that..... It might be between a stone and a hard place that you are sitting in, hon, as far as that goes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2007-03-26 14:14 (link)
	I dunno what to do with it. Ive tried to see a shrink. He gave me prozac and dkicked me to the curb. Ive tried to go back for refills and the doc is not there anymore, and none of the other docs want to evaluate me to see where I stand. they say its unethical to go off another docs word. Its kind of messed up. (Reply to this) (Thread)

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