Garfield116x (garfield116x) wrote, @ 2007-03-12 20:04:00

The thought of deploying was so much easier when i didnt have someone I cared about going with me. thats all laura is thinking about at this point. I am honestly trying not to think about it. But she reminds me all the time about how shes worried that something will happen to me. and All I can think about at that point is that How would I cope if something happened to her. I know this is a fucked up thing to say, but I dont want to see her go. I dont think she can handle it mentally. And If something did happen, I dont know how I would react. Its different to hear about your friends getting hurt than someone you love. I dunno, but its driving me nuts, cause shes thinking about it and constantly reminding me about it. I dont want to think about all that, I want to think about all the good things that will happen before and after the deployment.

	glaciercrow 2007-03-13 16:26 (link)
	How is it possible that she can go with you? What is she going to do with her time when you are active and not with her? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2007-03-14 02:23 (link)
	Shes in the army as well. thats how she is going. We are in the same company. So shes going. As far as whats shes going to do while Im active and shes not, i dont understand that one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

glaciercrow 2007-03-14 03:02 (link)

OOOOOOOOOoooooooooooo!!!! I understand now. Wow. Okay, I wasn't expecting that she was in the army also. Well, I know what she would be doing then: working alongside you. And now I completely understand your concern for her safety. Wow, Collin, that's a big big big concern. I guess you're going to have to live just one hour at a time and let God take care of his daughter the same way she is going to have to let God take care of his son. And each day will be another reward of being together and living and loving. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)