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unclog your senses;
i want you to post anything that you want in reply to this entry.
anything. a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, an opinion, a critique--anything. be sure to post anonymously and honestly. post twice if you'd like. (maybe more.) then, put this in your journal to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your journal) have to say.
this can be about me, or anything you want. regardless, just use the "anonymous" radio button to post anonymously. you can reveal who you are if you want. i turned off the "log IP" option for this, temporarily. post what you'd like, or if you don't want to post anything, that's just fine.
thanks. ♥
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(Anonymous)
2003-11-25 03:11
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here`s a thought:
fantasies have to be unrealistic. because the moment.. the second you get what you seek you don't, you can't want it anymore. in order to continue to exist, desire must have its objects perpetually absent. it's not the "it" that you want its the "fantasy of it". so desire supports crazy fantasies. this is what Pascal means when he says that we are only truly happy when daydreaming about future happiness or why we say the "hunt is sweeter than the kill" or "be careful what you wish for". not because you`ll get it. but because you`re doomed not to want it once you do. so the lesson of lackan is living by your wants will never make you happy. what it means to be fully human is to strive to live by ideas and ideals and not to measure your life by what you`ve attained in terms of your desires but those small moments of integrity, compassion, rationality even self-sacrifice because in the end, the only way that we can measure the significance of our own lives is by valuing the lives of others.
enjoy. think. act. love.
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(Anonymous)
2003-11-25 21:30
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not talking to him bites.
not only that, it hurts a whole lot too.
for the past few days, i've been pulling out every possible reason not to communicate with him. half of those, i was forced to make up. anything would make sense -> anything that keeps me from punching in his numbers to hear his voice again.
i used to understand everything with him.
now it's everything BUT him.
stupid.
just when i thought i'd never fall for a friend again.(Reply to this) (Thread) |
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(Anonymous)
2003-11-26 01:11
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i'm just so sick about everything that's been happening. i'd give anything just to have things back the way they were. life was so much better then. i don't know. i am happy. and i am carefree. and i may not seem to mind. but i can't be like that ALL THE TIME. i can't be what people expect me to be all the time, as much as i want to. i have my limits too. :/
neveryoumind. i'm not making any sense. just blabbing.
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(Anonymous)
2003-11-26 09:27
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i'm in love with him, but he's in love with her.
i'm always with her, we're actually good friends.
and i hate myself for almost hating her because he chose her.
i guess... i'm just sick of waking up everyday knowing that i'll be seeing them together.
but what's worse is that i forget this hate that i have once i see him.
just a smile from him would always be enough for a fall.
then again, that smile is not meant for me.
i just secretly glance everytime he smiles, hoping that he never notices me...
so i can at least imagine that smile was for me.
and yes, everyday this becomes my massachistic routine. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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(Anonymous)
2003-11-26 19:01
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everything feels fine; but they are not.
feeling secured? paranoia won't even help you on this. good luck.(Reply to this) (Thread) |
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(Anonymous)
2003-11-27 00:15
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the act of making everyone happy doesn't make me happy. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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(Anonymous)
2003-11-29 07:21
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feeling solitary? you are not alone. oh holy sinfulness! don't pleasure over it, you don't know where it's been. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
| i am happy.
(Anonymous)
2003-11-29 21:56
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I HAVE A WONDERFUL SEX LIFE, A WONDERFUL LOVE LIFE, A WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND, A WONDERFUL FRIEND WHOSE NAME IS CANDY. Ü (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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