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Yay for first posts!! Nothing really to say, especially since I know no one is reading this but my beloved. That's ok, I'm totally good with that.
My throat hurts today. I think I picked up a cold somewhere along the way. Suck. >.< First cold I've had in a while. Course, it could just be sinus drainage, too.
Today, I fell in love with our future home. At least, I want it to be our home. I know we can do it, we just have to figure it out. I think tonight we might get to see it inside. I know it's dumb to fall in love with a place without seeing the inside, but no one ever said I'm brilliant in that respect. ^^;; I just feel it in my bones that this is our house. It's perfect, even if it does need a little work. I don't care! That's the beautiful thing... I'm going to totally redecorate it anyway. I'm going to paint walls, I'm going to replace carpet and re-do the lawn... I have so many ideas I don't even know where I'll start!! I can't believe how excited I am. I was so scared that buying a house was going to be overwhelming because of all the work you have to put into it to look nice, but I'm ready... I'm done with cosplay shit, I'm done with all the childish crap in my life. I have good friends, good family and I'm ready. That's not to say that I'm not scared, cause I am. But I know I can handle it now. I think the house in Aurora scared me because there was so much wrong with it, so many things to be done that I didn't do because I was so wraped up in cosplay and my own pathetic life at that time. But I guess the difference is that I'm more adult now. I WANT a home with pretty things... I guess I didn't really care then. I want to have dinner parties, I want to be able to have the room for Candlelight parties and Christmas parties and shit. I guess I really have grown up. ^_^;
I think one of the things I'm thinking about doing in the new yard is rather than having a gate or soemthing into the front yard, maybe I'll do a small torii at the entrance to our sidewalk or something. Just a totally random thoought. ^^; Though, I'm not sure how the neighbors would feel about that!!!
Anyway, ok, enough rambling. I actually do have some work to do. I should re-pot all the strawberries and tomatos I got today. But I probably won't. Did some school work today... probably not enough. I should study for my final. But it'll work out, I know the stuff.
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