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Sometimes as I sit waiting for the bus I consider walking out into the middle of the street. Why? Because I'm so tired of everything. I just want to sleep forever. But then I think about what would happen if I did. Everyone would hate me for being a selfish bitch that resorted to such cheap cop-out. I don't want anyone to hate me. I don't want to hurt anyone either. I wish I didn't care. I wish I could say, "Screw them all!" and just do it. Lousy conscience... won't let me do anything. I love Tony and I live for him, but not being with him makes everything so hard. I'm so tired of feeling so empty.
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urealizeihateu
2004-03-27 20:33
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aww, sweetie, I love you, you're one of my best friends, online and off, because my offline friends suck, and so their whole advantage of actually being there is just thrown away. **hugs**
me and you can keep living in this suck ass world and then one day we're gonna show them all. we'll be millionares, and then just give it all away and shop at wal-mart, and the whole world will think we're saints or something, and we'll be like "no, we just don't care"
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