| Current mood: |  pissed off |
| Current music: | Heartbreaker - Mariah Carey |
Just a matter of time
As I said, it's just a matter of time until I get to bitch the f*cker's head off. I'm the only one who hasn't said anything yet. You could do anything to me; yell at me, hit me, insult me but when you start going onto my fiance, watch out. I'm a taurus by nature. I can only hold myself back for so long. He needs to be gone, now.. yesterday. I thought maybe he'd be different, but as the saying goes you really do get to know someone once you start living with them. The only problem with all of this, is that he'll be dragging Sen down with him. Sen doesn't deserve to be in that dump, barely eating and struggling for life as he was when I found him.
We tried being nice to the guy, but he doesn't do shit in the house. He won't help around the house, let alone clean up after himself. He showers maybe every 5 days up to 7 days in between. When he does shower, he takes an hour long shower. Does he think that taking an hour long shower once a day makes up the other days? I don't think so! And then that all shit about WoW? Seriously! Do you believe that I'll believe that Angelis gave you the password and accidentally forgot about it? You're wrong, there's one thing that Angelis doesn't forget about for sure and that's the computer and anything having to do with it. That's his life.. don't even try it!
We tried being harsh about it, we tried saying "Can you do this now..?" but nope.. Nothing. and he seems to be so conveniently never around when cleaning is getting done. No, we don't do it when you're at work all the time, so that excuse will be blown to shit. We do a lot of cleaning on the weekend, during the day.. Oh wait.. That's right he sleeps all day. I forgot *sarcasm* Must be my memory going too!
Last night, it took 2hours for Angelis to walk in that room, talk to him about and walk out. It never should have taken that long. As I was falling asleep, I told myself that I know Angelis will be coming to bed, telling me that Nuro said "I'll change.." and the rest of the bullshit. The thing is... If he was going to change, he would have before, he would have helped out and kept up with his hygiene. It shouldn't have to take for us to ask him to leave the apartment because we can't stand living with him any longer. That's retarded.
I want to see him throw something in my face, go for it. I've been waiting all day, thinking about it all day. I'm prepared and wanting to snarl/growl back in his pathetic face. He's the main cause for our household stress.
I suppose I can finish that later, hmm? I'll write more after I've spoken to him because I know there's no doubt in my mind that I'll be pissed off to hell. I also have to get up at 9:30am tomorrow. If he's not home right after work, that's it too. Angelis told him that. I won't be sitting there, nicely, like Angelis did last night. I'm going in, saying what I have to say and getting out. He had until now to change and be an adult like he's suppose to.
He can go f*ck a goat...
Something else that's pissing me off is Eve's mother. When I first met her, she seemed alright. I had known Eve for almost 2 months, I suppose, by that point. After her and I spoke, I had to remember that this is the main person that Eve talks to me about. Her mother bitches about everything and anything to Eve. Usually, it never has anything to do with her, but she gets a yelling every day/night. I can't do much when she talks to Eve about her own problems, but when she brings Angelis and I into the picture. Watch out (again). I'm very tempted to call there and give her a what-for. She's a two-faced b*tch that uses her daughter to as a verbal rag doll. I can only stand so much of that. When saying that Angelis and I are lying, that we're filthy? Oh hell no! Shit will hit the fan!
Normally, I'm very calm, very quiet and I repress the necessary savage emotions, but when I return home after being gone for a week and everything is falling apart, Angelis is barely sleeping properly, he's stressed out to the max and other things just keep pilling up well, that's when someone needs to step in. Throw me ball, I'll hit it!
*breathes* Alright... I guess that's it for now. Don't expect all my posts to be as bitchy as this one. I seriously just needed to get some things off my chest. Forgive me.
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 | Meow. 
(Anonymous)
2005-11-01 18:53
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I know what you mean on all ocunts. My biggest worry is that Nuro will bring down Sen with him... which isn't fair, he doesn't deserve that. I hope things clear up tonight... hopefully. It will all mean less stress for everyone. However, you've already got my entire opinion on the matter.
As far as my birth mother goes, try not to let her get to you. It'll drive you all mad if you let her get to you in the smallest way... I know all too well.
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