Christine (fozzybear) wrote, @ 2005-03-18 11:28:00

Current mood:	happy
Current music:	Somewhere over the rainbow

so much so far
Ok....so....here it goes...

I lost my virginity. March 11, 2005 to be exact. It was crazy. I cried. Not cuz it hurt...cuz it really didn't. It was uncomfortable at first, but then it sort of died down. It still hurts a bit sometimes. Anyways, yeah. I had been on birth control for about a week, and I've known that I was ready. I look at him and I am just over come with love. And the act of sex, wasn't just for pleasure...it was so....(as lame as this sounds)...beautiful. When it was over I couldn't believe it. It feels like your whole life you have only been half of a person. And when you find that other person...and share this with them...you become whole. It was amazing.

Now, I'm not saying it doesn't feel good. Cuz oh damn....it feels good. lol. Ima tell y'all...we have done it everyday since then...save this one day when we didn't see eachother. Sex is great. It's beautiful. Amazing. Wow.

Moving on from that...I FINALLY took my SATs. It was the "new" one. With the essay. It wasn't even that hard. It was like the TAKS. I prolly bombed the math...cuz I am NOT good with numbers...but I nailed the english parts I'm sure.

And the good news?

Y'all ready?

I WAS ACCEPTED TO UTSA! Apparently they liked what they heard from me. Remember I went up there to sing for them? I was soooo nervous. I thought I was terrible. I totally didn't think I got in. BUT I DID! I GOT IN! I GOT IN!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! OMG! I got the letter yesterday...and I was jumping up and down and stuff. I GOT IT! I'm going to college! I'm going to college! AHHH! Now, all thats left is the paying for it part...but I'll get that taken care of. I'm so stoked.

I'm getting laid every night AND I'm going to college?

My life rocks!

lol.

~Chris~

	!!!! scarednstuff 2005-04-07 22:52 (link)
	awwwww, how was it??? Where u scared?? Did it hurt alot?? Since u're a sexpert now (lol), does the pain ever go away?? Was it "special?" Did u have it planned?? Congrats on UTSA and getting "laid!" ha ha -Maria (Reply to this) (Thread)