Christine (fozzybear) wrote, @ 2005-02-16 10:33:00

My funny valentine and other silly stories
First and foremost...I had an amazing Valentine's day! I got a stuffed dog from Jon that's all fluffy and soft, and I got a really gorgeous silver jewelry box, and I got a beeeeeeautiful diamond ring. He says it's temporary...but I don't mind. I love it. We skipped 2nd/3rd period with Chuey and went to Barnes & Noble. It was so fun. Pull tabs y'all....pull tabs. Anyways, we were gonna go to Port A. and watch the sunset and stuff...but I was running late so we kind of missed it. My bad. We were right there by the water though...and there was a PELICAN! OMG! Like, a REAL one. And Jon brought me up close to it and it didn't even leave! IT WAS SO RAD! And we sat on the rocks and there were DOLPHINS! IT WAS SO AMAZING! I was just there with my jaw dropped the whole time.

"My funny valentine...Sweet, comic valentine...You make me smile with my heart. Your looks are laughable, unphotographable, yet your my favorite work of art."

After that we went to dinner...and he only had $21!! OMG it was so funny. He said if we didn't have enough, for me to go start the car and we'll take off! OMG! Hilarious. When we got back to Corpus we went back to his house. Needless to say, things got a little hot. But...I wussed out! I just, I couldn't do it! And by it, I mean have sex. I mean...I KNOW he is the one. It's not a matter of who, what, where, or why. It's all a matter of when. I think I should wait till I'm on the pill. Cuz Ima tell y'all right now...the ONLY thing stopping me is I'm afraid I'm going to get pregnant. And that fear is screwing me over. I love him...that's all that should matter.

Moving on, I can't wait till San Antonio. I get to go try and get my ass into college. It's a bittersweet thing, considering my major of choice is now Vocal Performance. Momma ain't to happy bout that. She says there is no promise of a career in singing. It's all luck. Talent jobs are luck jobs. She wants me to major in sumthin stable. But, I know what I want.

"I got something better than school but don't tell anybody. My momma would kill me so don't tell anybody. She wants me to get a good ass job just like everybody. She ain't walked in my shoes, I'm just not everybody."

This is prolly my destiny. Who knows. Thanks for lookin out anyways mom.

Thats all for now!

~Chris~