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the same conversation with the same guy
Ruben is relentless. This man knows no limits. And although that does sort of prove how serious he is, it is all so pointless. Yes, we ALL know he missed his chance. Yes, we ALL know he's sorry. And yes, we ALL know he wants me back. But I moved on. I found somebody worth it, and I fell in love. Just because graduation is coming up and he's panicing doesn't mean I leave Jon.
And yesterday at the browser we had the same conversation we have all the time. I got the usual "I know it's my fault, and I want you back", and "I know you still want me". But at one point he says "I will do anything to get you back". Lies. But when I told him to shut up he did the weirdest thing. He lifts my chin up and says "Look me in the eyes and tell me I'm lying".
He wasn't lying. But that doesn't change anything. He lost. That's the way it is. Sometimes things don't always work out in your favor. Sometimes you just miss out.
I am so happy now that...I am speechless. Ruben can't change it.
Shit....I can't even change it. lol.
It's kinda crazy knowing that I always seem to be in the palm of Jon's hand, and having Jon know it!!
~Chris~
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