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the door rang...
well i was on here typing jared the longest letter and the doorbell rang. my mom called and said it was for me. so i rushed to the door thinking it was jared. and that this was all a joke or a dream. but when i looked it was tyler. so then i lost it again and started crying on his shoulder. he took his finger and raised my chin. he said he brought over every movie we made. he wanted to watch it but not alone. so we went to my room and watched it. i started crying again and then he holded me. he was crying too. i lost my boyfriend and he lost his best friend. then as i tried to watch all of the memories came back. i cried.
tyler said- abby jared told me to watch you. and to make sure u dont turn into a emotional wreck
me- i think its to late
him- he loves u abby we all do and we dont want to see u like this
me- dont u care that u lost ur best friend
him- yeah i do mags it hurts a lot trust me. but crying isn't gonna bring him back
me- but it hurts so much
him- it does
then we watched the video again. and tyler told me that he had sumthing for me. he gave me a flower. he said it was from jareds house. he gave it to him and told him what to say. so tyler said abby this flower is represents our love. i have one to and ill grieve until all the petals fell. i think u should to. i dont want this to ruin our lives. so when they all do fall go on with ur life. i know its hard but always keep the stem, for that stem will be ours forever.
i started crying. then tyler left bc he thought that i would want to be alone. so i came and finished this entry. and as i look at the flower. i notice that one petal fell.
abby
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