SPd (fistsheldhigh) wrote, @ 2004-01-21 18:24:00

Current mood:

moody

Yea.
Blurty.

For when I run from lj. hah.

Im upset at the moment. I try to be happy and content. Its hard. It shouldnt be. But, my past has just really done so much to me. I sit here in this chair and think about alot of things. Maybe not for my own good. Cause all I do is get upset. I dont know where my life is gonna take me. I wish I could have an idea of some sorts. A hint. Maybe, If I had that one girl. Ya know? Thats How I truly feel. Once I find that girl who makes me happy. I will have a clue where my life will lead? What I might wanna do? And will I be content?

Life is a tough thing. We all must fight it. But, I think alot of the time, im in a fight with myself ? How many times and im gonna have to cry and then look for the bright side of things?

Sean Daly-
xxx

iloveproduce 2004-01-21 22:02 (link)

"How many times and im gonna have to cry and then look for the bright side of things?" You really couldnt have said it better. I know I've asked myself simular questions before. And sometimes doesn't it feel like there isn't a bright side of things? Or that the bright side of a situation, hardly outweighs the situation and the pain itself? Being a teenager is hard. Ask any adult who lived through it to tell. I've always seen hope as an alibi, sort of a fairytale, to help us all get through the real hopelessness of life. It's really all jsut bullshit. I really (hope) i'm wrong about that though. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	hey man jimmyvelvet 2004-01-27 00:38 (link)
	hey man i havent heard from u in a long time whats up man , i miss ya buddy talk to me soemtime Keith (Reply to this) (Thread)