Out of it
Today..well actually this whole week has been a whirlwind. I always know the week back to school is gonna be bad, but geez..I have work coming out the wazoo but somehow, I still make time for myself. I have this crush on a guy in my math class and my computer class..but I shouldn't. I guess what I'm trying to say is that everytime I get wrapped up in liking someone, things just get complicated and weird. Yeah, when I find someone I really wanna waste all that energy on, I will. But until then..I think it's kinda dumb to sit there and think about someone all the time when they never think about you lol. My friend's boyfriend is starting to really get on my nerves. Alright, the other day, he told me if he wasn't going out with her he would be interested in me. I was pissed. I mean give me a break! Who says that to someone when you're going out with their friend? He's just..I dno. I know he wouldn't cheat on her, but he's borderline. So I'm watching him closely. Heh today, our classroom got a phone call and the substitute asked if Heather was in there, so I was like yeah I'm here. He gets off the phone and says to me, Officer Peterson wants to see you about a drug problem. I was like holy shit, I don't know what's going on. Then the substitute guy says oh I'm just kidding. I was about to punch him. lol Everyone was sitting there kinda looking at me, but at least I got a smile outta the cute guy. That's the positive. So anywho, I go to see him and he was returning the faceplate from my radio. (They had taken it for evidence when the guys broke into my car a few weeks ago). It was really funny though, I wish I had a camera for the look on my face when the sub said that to me. Woo man. Good times. My car almost didn't start this morning. For some reason, every Wednesday when we have a late start, it wants to be really funny. So I had to crank it 2 or 3 times to get it running. I think the engine gets cold and the starter wires are all weird..who knows, we've had it checked out several times. My car isn't a piece of crap :) it's just older. We watched this really sad video in Psychology today on this girl whose parents had left her in social isolation for 13 years. She had spent most of her life on this pottychair thing...she couldn't talk after they found her, couldn't do anything. And now she's in her 40s and living in some adultcare facility. It's really sad. It makes you think about all the dumb things you worry about in your life. They don't really matter! I mean, I can't imagine what it would be like to be an outcast in society. And I think I have it bad when my hair isn't doing well...it's kinda pathetic. Makes you feel more appreciative of what you have. I'm going to Georgia this Saturday to visit with my aunt, uncle, and cousins. We're gonna have our 'Christmas' I guess you could call it. We were gonna have it the weekend after Christmas, but my cousin got really sick. So we're doing it now. I really hope I get the Blow DVD. I've been wanting it forever. Ah! lol. Well I think that's all I have for today, I'll write back as soon as I can.