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FallenMiaAngel (fallenmiaangel) wrote,
@ 2003-04-22 23:23:00
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    Current mood: crappy

    Once again I have inevitably failed. It seems like I am such a reject at everything lately. Anyway I ate so much today, I should really be ashamed of myself. Here is the various things I ate today to remind myself on how much of a failure I am: -cheese - chocolate egg -2 pieces of pumpkin pie -grilled stuft burrito -briscotti lemon bites. Seeing all that I ate, I feel even more like a fat glutton that I am.

    Did you know that I could provide an arguement on how God dislikes gluttony? It's considered one of the deadly sins, so say to myself then don't eat fat ass! Although I did punish myself a little today. I forced myself to goto the gym, however I was pathetic and I stopped after like 20 minutes and just got in my car and went home.

    Then I purged a little today. After all I am Mia. Anyway, perhaps I shouldn't be too hard on myself. Tomarrow is always another day. =) My plan like yesterday which is just to have a slim-fast, a bowl of Special K, and some lean cuisine. Anyway, I have class all day tomarrow, so it will keep me out of the house most of the day, but the problem is i'll probably be home all night though. I could always just goto bed early or go for a drive or to a friends house and go home when I am tired and it's really late.

    Even though I am forgiving myself for today I need to still be reminded about one thing: I AM A LAZY FAT ASS. WITHOUT MIA OR ANA YOU WOULD BE NOTHING.

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