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Fallen Angel (fallen_angel87) wrote,
@ 2003-06-22 22:12:00
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    Current mood: crazy
    Current music:Mudvayne - Death Blooms

    i forgot what this entry was gunna be about so... it is untitled
    my neck itches like fuck. i like that word... FUCK... i need to shower i think, i feel nasty
    today was hella whicked i went shopitating avec ma mere et sa mellieure copine et lena. twas so great. wow i just randomly started writing in french... whoa... basically i went malling with my mom, mom's best friend, and bestfriend's daughter lena. it was so fucking great. lena and i hung out practically the whole time and she's hella great, laid back but so great:) so yea.. we hit coney island b4 malling. and we ate so fucking much. it was awesome. we went to hottopic. and shit. i got a pair of VANS! i heart them, they are all black and omg i want to fuck them they are so hott, okay not really, but hell... im a freak. i got this disturbed shirt for five bucks! :) and a scarf for like three. ima wear it as a belt. :) and and and it was great. i swear i got something else from that store but i cant think of what it is so now i have to run upstairs and see cuz its gunna piss me off so much until i know. okay... it was shoelaces. i ran all the way upstairs from the basement for SHOELACES. okay. im a freak. so what. so yea.. i got this other pair of baggy ass pants for ten bucks. it was great they are big as fuck. i can fit like five thousand million ppl in my pants..only not and i wouldnt want them there in the first place. anywho. i got starz for ma cieling woohoo. oh shit. ilona got me this butterfly lamp a couple years ago and the light bulbs went out and shit so i cut off the butterflys and hot glued them to ma walls and it looks cool as fuck now. im hella happy. im gunna get a shitload of posters and attack ma cieling. woohoo. anywhoooo...so today was great and im hella happy i got to chill with ma famille!!:)
    au revoir mes amies. je vais aller!

    le chanson:

    Mudvayne "Death Blooms"

    Cold seems crippling
    lame meander through corridors
    aroma's thick with age
    mark off the day
    reflections of my life are fading

    Pull me out of body
    don't want it, don't want in
    Feeble frail and rotting
    descending
    I'm lost in
    A structure that's collapsing
    don't want it
    cast into
    maker take the body
    don't want it
    it wants ME

    Past has found its place
    salvation is no more
    will god accept my peace
    bleached will pardon me
    reflections of my life are fading

    Pull me out of body
    don't want it, don't want in,
    Feeble frail and rotting descending
    I'm lost in
    A structure that's collapsing
    don't want it
    cast into,
    Maker take the body
    don't want it
    it wants ME

    I just want to run around
    fly kites
    wrestle
    jump and play
    Swim through waves that crash
    to shore--
    memories in me
    cocooned in misery

    I'm sick
    and tired
    of embracing reflections of past time
    receive me or cast me away
    god please take me away
    resistance
    futile
    suicidal ideas
    I will crucify my own being
    satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities
    justify my own right to what's waiting for me

    On the other side of me
    the time has come
    lock and load
    I'm coming
    I'm coming
    I'm coming
    I'm coming home

    Pull me out of body
    don't want it, don't want in,
    Pull me out of body
    don't want it, don't want in,

    Pull me out of body
    don't want it, don't want in,
    Feeble frail and rotting
    descending
    I'm lost in
    A structure that's collapsing
    descending
    don't want it,
    Maker take the body
    don't want it, don't want in,
    Pull me out of body
    don't want it, don't want in,
    Feeble frail and rotting
    descending
    I'm lost in,
    A structure that's collapsing
    descending
    don't want it
    Maker take the body
    don't want it
    it wants ME

    I just want to run around
    fly kites
    wrestle
    jump and play
    Swim through waves that crash
    to shore--
    memories in me
    cocooned in misery
    The darkness overcomes
    soul soars to the other plain
    Existence past
    the door
    I sail
    through purgatory's bay

    I asked a god for poison cradle me
    sown to my dreams
    souls searching
    death blossoms where clouds lie over me
    held in god's hands
    death blooming

    Dark for fear of failure
    an inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting
    roiling hate
    death grip in my veins
    unveiling rancid petals
    flowering forth foul nectar
    the space between a blink and a tear
    death blooms

    <> JEWlia



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bonjour misour? (i think its something along the lines of "bye sir")
funketize_me88
2003-06-23 08:24 (link)
even thouugh i didn't understand half of that entry, its cool, cause i love yas, so YaY!! read my diary, and leave your email address!! i wanna write you emails from israel! can you tell that i got my new camera!! loook... hehe, the picture icon thing is of me!!! and if you check out my old diary, at suchisthis.com my front picture is of MY GUITAR!! at a cool angle!! Well, i gotta go. but you can invite yourself over anytime yas wants!! mickey.

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