MaN ; D e E (fallen4felton) wrote, @ 2003-12-29 14:41:00

Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	myself » the rapid beating of my heart

»*im a badd person




ever since my parents told me
to stop talking to mark
my hearts been a little confused
i knew it was a bad idea to talk to him
but i thought since i loved him
talking to him was the right thing to do
».x[i TH0UGHT WR0NG]x.«
if i love him like i say i do
the right thing to do is to stop everything
before he and i get into trouble
and i can NEVER see him again
its gonna be hard ; but at least now
».x[i THiNK RiGHT]x.«

at first i thought my parents were doing this
just to make me miserable
but now im starting to get it... im just upset
it took me this long to understand because in
the time it took me to get it i broke the person
that i love more than anyone's heart
and knowing that breaks my heart i just
wish there was something i could do to change
everything but there isnt... this is soo hard
but life isnt easy. . . i hate everything...


im sorry mom »*` i lovee youu

	*`didn`t jenn dO a qreaat jObb fallen4felton 2003-10-01 18:39 (link)
	yeahh jenn did a fabOlOus jObb (*applause*) yeahh she`z awesOmee... well i just wanted tOo qivee myself a liddle prOp cuz i wanted tOo . kay!! well llattuh! M*ShMeE (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: *`didn`t jenn dO a qreaat jObb ii_kiszez 2003-10-04 21:01 (link)
	yeah that jen really did a goOd jOb.. lol <3 xox (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2003-12-10 20:34 (link)
	marks dead (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2003-12-10 22:56 (link)
	manddyyyy i love you..... its lauran lol (Reply to this) (Thread)

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	fallen4felton 2003-12-29 23:25 (link)
	well... mark is 18 and im 14... but we do love each otherr xox maNdy (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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