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alida (fakethepain) wrote,
@ 2003-09-22 19:13:00
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    Current mood: blah
    Current music:coheed and cambria~cassiopeia

    this great decay
    journal journal journal today i had a pretty good day but it was bad too...i had to share my personal divorce/slash/ meaning of life essay with 3 jocks and that was fuckin weird i hated it...then alex noticed i was sad and we got into this big thing about how i let people be mean to me and he was like well if you trust me i won walk all over you...scouts honor..even tho i was never a scout...i didnt like the yellow sashes haha tear what a cool kid...umm then i came home to a ballistic dad who was rantin and ravin about how miserable i am to live with and that im pathetic grr sad face i swear i cant take him hes honestly the most horrible thing to ever happen to me everyday every every every day i deal with it every day he says im pathetic everyday he gives me the meanest coldest looks that only lucifers spawn could be capable of! everyday he makes me feel as if i was the biggest mistake on earth! everyday he makes me regret birth and look forward to death all at the same fucking time...i need to talk to austin hes indescribable and too amazing for my hands to typeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee love, me

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