Claire (fairyclairey) wrote, @ 2004-03-28 20:17:00

Current mood:	distressed
Current music:	guns n roses

bleurgh
Not sure how I am feeling right now. very worried about money and stuff, in as much as I have none and I don't know what to do.
Can't seem to summon up the energy to do the job I have let alone find another one to keep me going.

I feel very, very anxious inside and my tummy has been churning a lot. Kind of sick, and worried.
Everything in my life seems so up in the air at the moment, I don't feel secure and I don't feel in control.
These are bad things. When I'm not in control I get anxious and depressed and suicidal and I don't want to be like that. I am scared.

	mikey is here for you, babe (Anonymous) 2004-03-30 04:46 (link)
	i come see you as soon as poss. cant wait! there may have to be more hugs than usual. i feel pretty much the same. ugh. you know i love you. probably dont know just how much. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (Reply to this) (Thread)

	hey! fairyclairey 2004-03-31 06:10 (link)
	thank you everything is bum but maybe soon we be stoned and drunk and it doesn't matter quite so much (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: hey! (Anonymous) 2004-03-31 08:14 (link)
	cant wait, me dear xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)