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damnit damnit damnit damnit.................
I sure as fuck did not want to leave savannah, i hate having to leave kate, i really dont want to leave this coming monday. As of right now, i have no idea wahts going to happen with my relationship. I'd like to think i did, but Ireally dont. Being with katy is like being in heaven, i never want to leave her side. But im gonna have a lot of sleepless nites because of recent events. I love her so much " have you ever looked have you ever seen this one person, and the suttle way that they do these things it hurts so much, so much like choking down the ambers of a great blaze"....yeah, that pretty much sums it up rite now. But i guess i had it coming, i guess. I want to marry her, and live with her, and have children with her, but FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why do things always have to get so fucked up, im leavin in less than a week for boot camp, and she pulls this shit on me. I've been hit by the biggest bomb in my life, and I dont know if I'll be able to get up. At this point I feel pretty damn vulnerable, and in my heart i feel like there are other things too, as if this wasnt bad enough..............I would rather die than feel this way, i hate this. Right now, i hate everything. Yet my heart still burns. Someone help me, please.
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(Anonymous)
2003-11-12 02:48
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so......what exactly did she do? and if she did something that bad, why do you still love her???? (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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