i wish this didnt hurt so much. i wish i could talk to you. i wish you didnt hate me. but theres really nothing i can do now and i hate myself. i wish i could go back and just fix things and do them differently. maybe things with us wouldnt be so fucked up. im sorry i love you, i guess i shouldnt still love you now. because you hate me. well i guess theres nothing i can do about that either. maybe i just wrote this because its 8 in the morning and im half asleep. but i do miss. i found my kitty and it keeps me company. its wearing the 'W' necklace. its so cute. but i dont know if it helps me or just makes me miss you more. hm. im stupid right. ilu(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) |