Eveninghawk (eveninghawk) wrote, @ 2004-12-20 11:26:00

Current mood:	calm
Current music:	Holly Cole ~Falling Down

I don't really feel like celebrating
This year I just don't have the holiday spirit. It's not that I don't care, it's just that it doesn't seem special. I just want to hang out with myself and read a book, or see good friends. There's no real opportunity to buy any presents, but my family doesn't really care about made gifts. It looks like I may have to borrow money from my folks, but that won't work because they don't have any either.

Yesterday mom asked me what I want, but I don't want anything. I already said I just want to be able to take my class next term. Actually I think the problem is that I don't want to tell them, if they want to give me a gift, i'd only want them to think on their own of a little something that's meaningful. If i name something, it's meaningless. We can't give any expensive gifts, so the best is to give a meaningful gift. If I say something that I want, the meaning's already left.

It's a shame that my family doesn't understand what I mean. It doesn't matter, this year is only a transition year.

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	mysteryg 2004-12-20 12:16 (link)
	i totally get you mean about the gift thing. and huzzah for transition years! they're all the rage this season :-) hang in there! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	undisclosed 2004-12-23 11:41 (link)
	Christmas can feel so empty... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	fanfan_echo 2004-12-29 03:32 (link)
	cheer up girl.You'll get what you want. Happy new year^_^ echo (Reply to this) (Thread)