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Eliza Patricia Dushku (eternal_eliza) wrote,
@ 2003-07-12 01:22:00
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    Current mood: tired
    Current music:hoobastank __ too little too late

    My oh my

    So, here I am, for about three hours, trying to make a nice big update. I looked over my journal today and i'm not happy with it at all. I don't care if people like my small pointless pimping shout out entries, because personally I don't like them. I'd prefer if my journal consisted of things that actually mattered. Well, mattered to me anyways. And sorry Marla but im still trying to anti :-* / <3 myself. I don't like it when people tell me i'm known for that, either. It's like "Wow, great, i'm known for kissing everyone, as opposed to be nice" or what have you. Sorry, i'm going through a big revamp here. I have to say the only entry i'm truly satisfied with is the big, long, and probably blinding one I made several days ago. I'm not even too sure why. It's just, a big long post that happens to consist of everything I honestly have to say. I'm trying to be more open about things, I mean, this is a journal after all right.


    Wow, look at me, getting all semi emo and intelligent. Who would have thought? I'm surprised anyone even comments on my journal anymore, really. I only update every single day. And my updates are pointless. Usually. Well, ok, let me rephrase that. They have points, just not points everyone is interested in reading; and points that can be postponed until I have enough to put all in one update, instead of making five hundred little ones.


    Oh, and this is where I get hypocritical. People need to learn how to use the god damn edit button. I seriously don't need to see five entries in a row that are minutes apart. I can understand updating more than once in a day. But what the hell? Five entries three minutes apart that consist of nothing? I'm gonna have to start using friends filters or something.


    Yes, I am easily irritated now. And I hope you're enjoying it. Because I am. And no, it's not going to stop here. But putting my anger aside i'd like to say I appreciate the lack of mass iming i've been having. I've been really shitty and sick the past couple of days and I just sign onto aim to see a couple of people, I might go back to lurky names soon; i'm not sure, but I just like the not being ambushed with pointless convos. Space is nice. And i'd love to bask in it. Oh someone please tell me why i've been singing listening to so much grunge and punk and emo lately? I never usually do that. Right plus I love Everclear :\ they're the fucking shit and need journals like right now. I mean hi Coro is better. Oh those Hoobastank guys need journals too. And I see Monica is back, and she wants Tyson Ritter. So ok we need to make a list or some shit. Right now. People that better get fucking journals or else ok thanks.

    Congrats to Adam and Eric. Even if Adam STILL didn't IM me and mention it. I'm not bitter. I'd make this post longer but since it's my first one thats more than, what, four sentences i'll spare you. For now. But a bit of randomness --> Tom makes me smile. :). /end random.


    EDIT // New icons. I stopped using the blinds. I love these icons. :[. Especially the one that's so fucking pretty. Hello, it's my new favorite ok. I know i've used two of them before BUT I DON'T CARE >:O I'm using them again thanks bye.

    EDIT 2 // I hope Vince reads this edit, 'cause I know how he usually skips over edits. But hey look there's his name so hopefully that got his attention; It's 3:19 AM and I was about to go except I just realized it's the 12th, therefore today is three months that we've been together. I don't know if i'll be on later or if you will, so this is my nice comfy safety net. I love you ok thanks goodnight. :-* Or morning. Or, good whenever you read this. Yeah. That's it.

    EDIT 3 // Sorry Adam.. :x...



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missrussell
2003-07-12 02:54 (link)
I don't know how much it's worth, but I've always thought you're a great person and not just for :-* or <3. You've always been a great person to talk to, and thank you for talking with me...

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-12 02:57 (link)
Aw thanks Keri :[. Psh hi why the hell wouldn't I talk to you?! Oh I saw your movie the other night, not sure which one it was; but it was on TNT and I really liked it :D

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missrussell
2003-07-12 03:03 (link)
you're very welcome.. Honestly I'm not sure who I annoy and who I don't, because half the time I annoy myself.

I'm glad you liked it...if you find out which one it was, let me know..*laughs* I haven't been watching TNT lately...except for Charmed in the afternoons.. *shakes her head* Ste may have seen it.

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-12 03:13 (link)
I'm sure you don't annoy anyone, and if anyone says you do i'll hunt then down for you.. :x

Hm, all I know is it had you as a babysitter. And the father from 7th Heaven. And his wife died. And then in the end he tried to kill you. And things happened between then too, hah.

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missrussell
2003-07-12 03:27 (link)
Love ya babe...what are you up to? We should hang out sometime. *nods*

ahhh! *runs and hides* The Babysitter's Seduction was on TNT? eek. Glad I missed that one.

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-12 03:30 (link)
Nothing much. Just getting over whatever flu like thingy I had. I know we should, i've been hanging around your husband too much. I need girl time.

HAH THAT'S WHAT IT'S CALLED?! No wonder there was those kinds of scenes x: Well I liked it.

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missrussell
2003-07-12 04:17 (link)
Feel better soon! Gimme a call when you're feeling better and we'll hang out. It''d be fun *grin*

HA!!! *laughs out loud and then covers her mouth and looks around* yeah...that was it... I'm glad you liked it babe.

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-12 04:28 (link)
Thanks, I will :) I'm sure it will.

Hahahaha god. :x Oops. I did. Atleast it wasn't That Night -Cringe-

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missrussell
2003-07-12 04:40 (link)
That Night?

You may have to fill me in...actually at this point, I know you will....but not tonight.. my brain's turning into mush... so...I will talk to you later babe...have a great night...sleep well, if you sleep and yeah..see ya later!!

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-12 05:16 (link)
Yes'm

Oh god, please don't ask. :x. Haha thanks you too :-*

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missrussell
2003-07-12 20:12 (link)
Okay. I won't ask. Yet. *laughs*

What are you up to today?

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-12 21:33 (link)
Thanks. ;)

I'm gonna up and wait for Vince. Today is our, uh, three month anniversary thing; ya know, yeah. You?

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missrussell
2003-07-13 01:14 (link)
oooh congrats babe..

I'm curled up on the couch watching "What Women Want.." that's about it...although I did make peanut butter chip cookies today..*laughs*

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-13 04:41 (link)
Thanks.

Soudns interesting. And those cookies sound delicious :x

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buschy
2003-07-12 03:52 (link)
I've been busy.. *IMs you now*

I LOVE YOU LIZA!

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-12 04:01 (link)
-Gets IM, wee-

LOVE YOU ADAM! Even if I am spamming you..

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lenked
2003-07-12 06:39 (link)
:( ::big hugs:: You rock and if anyone ever says otherwise, I'm flailing at them menacingly. And I know Danny will kick their knees, Eric will beat them to a bloody pulp, Adam will yell at them from the sidelines and my brother will hit them over the head with his guitar.

Aww I'm glad I make you smile!! :) I try.

<333333333333333333333333333333333333 My bestest girlfriend :D

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-12 18:06 (link)
-Hugs- I feel the love Tom. Sob, you guys are great.

You do. :).

That x ... Alot more, my Bestest Guy friend ;)

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kikibringsiton
2003-07-12 10:05 (link)
You are sweet and kind and caring. You put up with all my rantings. You are a special person. Remember to sparkle. The world is brighter cause of you or maybe just my little corner.

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-12 18:06 (link)
Thanks Kirsten.

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holly_mc
2003-07-12 11:21 (link)
Hey hon.

You've always been more to me then just :-*/<3. You're one of the first people who really talked to me and made me feel welcome besides Keri and Aly. I love you Liza. You know where I am if you ever wanna talk. Or be horribly violent XD

<333333333333333333333333333&emo-ness is okay.

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-12 18:07 (link)
Hey sweets.

Aw that's so nice :[. I will look you up if I ever wanna be horribly violent hang out ;)

Hee, cute; cute.

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vkartheiser
2003-07-12 11:39 (link)
This was the best update ever, aside from that one entry that was a lot better because you talked more about me and how much you loved me, but this one is good too. I love it. I'm going to <3 and :-* you even though you're trying to stop those things, but I hope you just stop doing them to other people, cause that's what's always bothered me and it's what I was kindof referring to here. And that's all I have to say, aside from that I love you. Hopefully I'll be around to tell you that later.

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-12 18:15 (link)
Yeah I had the feeling you liked that one better ;P, hah. And no don't worry my lack of :-* and <3 is just for other people, of course i'll still :-* and <3 you. Probably more so than ever. I love you too, i'll try to be around the same time you are.

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vkartheiser
2003-07-13 04:10 (link)
<3

:-*

:)

I love you.

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eternal_eliza
2003-07-13 04:42 (link)
<3

:-*

:D

I love you too.

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aly_l_hannigan
2003-07-12 20:04 (link)
Ok this may be one of the longest comments I'm ever going to leave to you here. I thought about making a post about it but I figured a comment might do it instead.

There are a few people in this world, that I can basically count on maybe two hands, maybe one if I'm really feeling in one of those moods who I can count on. You, Eliza are one of them. You've always been the fun, outrageous chick I looked up to on set a lot of times because you had a propensity to make me laugh even when I was so tired from doing 19 hour days.

More than that though, you're really a great friend. I've read all your spam, I've read your short posts, your emo posts, everything down to the last word. Even if you think your :* and your <3 are silly, that's ok because honestly everything kind of makes you, you.

I know you're a busy gal and I always do my best to respect that very fact. I say Hi, because well it makes me feel good to at least say hello to a friend. A friend like you. I will always be here to listen if you ever need it. Space is part of that life thing that happens every day. God knows you know I need it too every now and again. Surrounded by so many things sometimes its sort of smothering.

Anyway, the point to this comment is to just let you know that you always do kick ass. You know it too but you're so grounded sometimes that it reminds me to keep my head on sometimes in a really crazy chaotic situation.

You were one of the first people to kind of welcome me in this whole journal thing. Sure I knew other people would say Hi, but there's nothing quite like an Eliza hello.

So there, there's my novel of a comment. I love you to pieces.


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eternal_eliza
2003-07-13 04:43 (link)
You should get that novel published, because I love every word of it. Thanks Aly, I really did need that right now. I appreciate you always being there for me ;)

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ladylydia
2004-01-09 15:18 (link)
why don't you like your short enries?

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