. (eradicated_soul) wrote, @ 2003-08-20 13:33:00

Current mood:	jubilant
Current music:	The Ataris--"Boys of Summer"

A little something I wrote and forgot to post...
I wrote this about a week or two ago and I found it today as I was deleting all my other documents... I never posted it up here though so I thought I should now...

"Things are okay over here I suppose. A few seconds ago my eyes were filled w/ tears, but luckily none of them managed to escape and my cheeks are still dry as of right now. I'm too strong for this I convince myself, and my eyes dry up again. I started packing today, but that's about all I could manage to do. I was listening to some music as I was packing and for some reason I felt that strange pain in my heart again. My heart was aching badly and I begged for it to stop, but alas it wouldn't. I'm still feeling the urge to cry, but every time I get it I try w/ everything I have inside of me to keep it in. I'm growing weaker by the minute though and I know that I am going to have to give in to those tears any minute now. The only thing keeping me happy is the fact that I will be home once again come September. :-) God only knows how I long to be there now. I just want to get away, and forget everything... well, almost everything. I’m feeling a strong urge to runaway and start a new life, but I know that running away from my problems isn’t the thing to do. You encounter problems everywhere. It makes no difference how faraway you’ve moved. Your problems will never solve themselves, they will always be right there w/u. So you might as well at least try and be audacious enough to face them once and for all. Don’t runaway from your problems…ever. It never works out-- I should know."

punkrockdrumm3r 2003-08-20 21:18 (link)

aww :[ dude you're deep. you sound like my friend cailee. she told me this before the day i left jersey, "you cant runaway from your problems because they follow you everywhere." this emotional comment was brought to you by the letter B. B for BLUNT. Blunt is the substance that people smoke to get high and see shit. Other words for blunt include: Mary Jane, Marijuana, Grass, The Shit, Hippie Lettuce, Weed, ect... wow that was gay. k im done :D (Reply to this) (Thread)

	eradicated_soul 2003-08-21 08:56 (link)
	lol... you're to much... How is everything going? How is uhs treating ya? p.s.Thanks for the comment :-P... Take care (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	punkrockdrumm3r 2003-08-22 16:47 (link)
	:D everything is spiffy! UHS SUCKS >_< NP IM COOL LIKE "DAT HOLMES". lol i need a ghetto icon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eradicated_soul 2003-08-22 16:55 (link)
	Yes you do lmao.... dude, you're so fucking mexican I swear..lol.. damn you and that "holmes" shit lol! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	punkrockdrumm3r 2003-08-29 17:34 (link)
	HOLMES (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nice luckyu635 2003-09-08 17:19 (link)
	hey, my name is hannah...i jus started this journal thing like a week ago...i read through us i thought it was pretty awesome osome of the stuff u were saying...u live in florida? me 2...where? how old are u? i liked ur image (THE USED ROCKS MY WORLD) if u get bored....my email is luckyu635@yahoo.com and aim is luckyu635 yea...so ttyl (Reply to this) (Thread)