| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | watching TV |
Whats going on?
Juron isn't talking to me...
Apocalypse hasn't sent a word ...
Mike hasn't spoken to me either...
what every one got there fill of me or something...I'm not getting this... Is me not texting or calling whatever the reason. Aren't friends suppose to check to see what is up....
I have come to a realization of two things.... 1. being I should not consider online/phone people as "friends" and Two... I need to make real life friends .... ones that I am not limited to by phone and Net. God I am lame.
I need my hair done badly. I don't know if I should continue the braiid look to make my hair longer or relax and just get a simple style that will get me out of that place real quick cause I hate salons. I'm not feeling pretty...just fat and ugly.
why do I feel used?
I considered cutting my ties . I mean just cutting people off for the sake of ignoring what seems would never be.
Halloween is coming up and hopefully I can find something I can enjoy wearing for the day or just on occassion.
There is not enough horror movies on cable . Not good ones at least.
I hate my job only because 50% of the staff mainly upper level and there kiss ass piss me off with there rules and there putting down / using of other people. enough people want to leave and I am thinking about doing so as well.
There is a shit load of movies I want to see and no way of seeing them. This week... Where the wild things are. I have a feeling I might be watching that with my first child one day.
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 mrapocalypse
2009-10-17 12:50
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I'm not ignoring you. I just don't want to inundate you with meaningless small talk, And my time has been quite tight as it will be this week coming, its a busy time of year, all work and no sleep. Though you do cross my mind frequently, I don't always feel the urge to contact you as to not be a nuisance. I do hope you get to a brighter place mood wise though I know its not a guarantee. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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