| Current mood: |  blah |
| Current music: | Underworld music . The movie is on now. |
random shit that just past through my mind
I am horny, lonely, happy at the fact that I dodge another weekend working day (I am off Sunday) and nervous cause I don’t know much material for a test coming Monday. I need to lose weight cause I can‘t get past the current weight. I want to be in some guys bed right now with my leg over him watching something on TV and being tired after several rounds of sex. I miss passion and excitement and relaxing. I might be going to Atlantic city on Halloween…anyone wants to come with me? My tits look huge. Too much homework… My computer is about 8 years old and showing more extreme signs of break down suck as my monitor is blinking in and out. Come on black Friday. My married cousin was lucky back in her day. Her ex’s were hot but pretty hot. Not hardcore hot like mine were. I only had two boyfriends in my life time 3 if you count elementary school. That greek dude is online and I wonder if he would say anything to me. None of my single friends want to say anything to me…. Nothing to say really! I guess? I masturbated to enough pornos… it doesn’t work anymore. I honestly do not remember how it feels to be touched or kiss or fuck and yes I know the last time I fucked was may but that moment was so bad I blocked most of those feelings. Thinking about my boys …. Michael Jackson pretty young thing is playing on my you tube page . I should put that on my myspace page for a song. I need to create a black Friday list. I’ll finish this entry when the song is done. I love sony viao’s come on windows 7. I still want to learn how to strip and pole dance maybe PYT should be my first dance and I would only do it for friends and /or boyfriend. I want to talk to some guy who knows me pretty well...
Feels like the wind of change is coming . Something is going to happen. Good for me at least. Cool windy , not to sunny days are beautiful to me. Love seeing grey clouds roll in from a distance. I thought about today just jumping into a pile of snow. That would be fun and snowy nights are just beautiful .
Anyways that is all in my head. Well not all but most that I would like to share. don’t worry this all might not make sense to me or you but you know what…? Sleepiness has kicked in and got some stuff to check out.!
Sophie out and wants to kiss someone tonight...more than that really tee hee!
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