| Current mood: |  contemplative |
| Current music: | the postal service - this place is a prison |
Thinky time.
Word up. Even though it's definetly like, 6:45 in the morning, I was thinking so I decided to come write it down.
First of all, I've been here at Jakki's ever since school's been out. And I don't know why but I feel better being here rather than my own fucking house. It's pretty weird. But it's fun and I've done alot of fun things so far. So that's pretty neat.
I haven't hung out with my Kennah or Jim in awhile though. and I miss them so much. And I miss hanging out with them like I used to and all the stupid things we did together. But now it's always like, Ken and Kara and Jim and Artie. Since Dan Weeks is in New York. And I miss him too. I miss him alot actually. I don't even know why. I was telling Jakki today though that I missed him alot and I didn't know why. We were arguing like usual before he left and hes been on my mind alot lately. Too bad he's not going to be here on my birthday. But hopefully he'll wanna hang out when he gets back. Considering he lives right down the street anyways. I just hope we don't argue or something like we usual do. But I really hope I can hang out with Jim Kennah and him soon. Real soon. Theyre my homies fo life. <333
Hm. I'm also a fucking freshman again. Which sucks but whatever. What're you going to do. Hopefully it won't be that bad. Last night I put in an application for The Phily Diner so hopefully I'll get that job. They told me to call in a week. So I guess I will. maybe if I have a job and everything I'll feel more mature or something. Or have more motivation to actually do good in school. I'm like 2 fucking years behind. That's no good.
My birthday is this Tuesday too. Fucking 16. Next year I'm going to be driving. It's all happening pretty quick I'd say.
And hmm. I've seen Dan and Shane a couple times this summer. Hopefully more to come. Dan's been kind of bleh lately though. I don't know what's wrong with him. Maybe he's just really down or something. but we don't talk like we used to. =/ Maybe we'll start back up. And Shane's still the same ol' pimp. I'm seeing him Wednesday with Jeff at the This Day Forward show cause I'm gonna try to get in even though theyre sold out. Maybe someone will have an extra ticket or something. I don't know .But that better fucking work out or Jeff and Shane are getting jumped for their tickets. hahaha.
Ohhhhhhh yeah. The 4th of July. Well hm. It sucked. I hung out with Jakki Tom Mike Laurn Tim Brantley Bob Clark Mike Norton Harker.... and a bunch of other people. all I know is that that was a crazy crazy night. Between Jakki's dad and the falling stars. Crazy nights. Definetly fun and rememberable though. Fo' Sho'.
Hm. I think today I'm going to go home for a little bit. I seriously havent been there in like 2 weeks. And I think my mom is upset and everything. I know she misses me alot. She says it all the time.
But for now I'm tired and it's 6:53 am and I need to sleep. So goodnight.
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