Endless Thought (endlessthought) wrote, @ 2004-02-11 21:54:00

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Current music:	Final Fantasy VI - Opera House Performance (Orchestral)

'Tis time for an update!
Well, I was sitting here and I was rather bored, so I decided that I thought it was about time I updated my journal. I just haven't been remembering to do it lately, otherwise, i'd be doing it more often, plus the site hasn't been up that much lately.....oh well. Not a lot is going on with me really. I've just been left to my own devices mostly. Been goin' to school, which i'm starting to absolutely abhor now. The only class I look forward to going to is my Web Page Design class and my Government class. Oh well. At least i'll have the next couple of days off...sorta. Tomorrow i'm going with my Pacesetter (Lit.) class to the movies to see Big Fish. That movie is so amazing. If you haven't seen it yet, then you should be shot several times, then be dragged off to the movie theater to see the movie. Trust me, if you love Tim Burton you will defenitly love this movie. I think it's his best one yet, plus Ewan McGregor is amazing in it. He's always been a pretty good actor, but anyways, enough of my plugging...on to other things. Friday is the technical "Senior Skip Day" so i'm skipping. I'd probably have skipped anyways even if it weren't. I'm starting to wear myself down here. I'm getting sick and everything. I need these days off. I've been running a fever and everything.As I sit here right now typing this I don't feel well. I feel like i'm about to pass out. To top it off, I haven't been getting a lot of sleep lately either. It seems like I keep waking up earlier and earlier every morning. I dunno what's wrong. I got out of my little slump of depression that I was in last week, It wasn't too bad, of course I didn't expect it to be, but i'm still in a non-caring. blah mood. I've also been working out a lot lately cause i've been trying to lose more weight (even though i'm sure you all are like NO SHUT UP, but don't worry i'm not one of those people that's like OH MY GOD I'M SO FAT I CAN'T EAT ANYTHING FOR THE NEXT FIVE YEARS) and what not, just so i'll feel better about myself, plus it helps me think about things when i'm down or when I've got a lot on my mind, and beleive me, i've had a lot on my mind lately. I'm still sort of bummed out lately, but as I said earlier, I don't really know why. I've still got that feeling inside of me that feels as if i'm still missing something, but I don't know how to get it, or even what it is. I didn't get a chance to work out today because I had to go down to the Art Institute of Atlanta for some financial aid stuff, which was pretty informative. I can't wait to go there, cause it's gonna be awesome. I'm excited. Well, it's beginning to be that time of the school year again, yes, I speak of prom. I know some of you are like wow that's so far off, but it'll be here before you know it haha. It doesn't really matter to me anyways because I don't think i'll be going this year. I'm sure some of you think that i'm crazy for not going, but I have my reasons for not. But I guess i'll just wait and see what happens with that. Even if I went, I wouldn't really know who to go with or who to ask. I might not go with anyone, but that is quite a bit of money to pay not to go with someone. Oh well, who knows what'll happen between now and then. It's really one of the farthest things from my mind. It's funny how things work out though because like a month or two ago I was all like YAY PROM! cause I thought it'd be fun, but lately i'm not so sure. It's like me and my friend Joe just totally switched places over the past month. Oh well, like I said, i'll just have to wait and see what happens between now and then right? It's just kind of weird cause i've been through so many ups and downs lately. I'm just waiting for it to stabalize so I can get back to normal. It's not like i'm freaking out over things type of ups and downs, just dealing with a lot of crap ya know? At least it's all starting to subside, for the time being. Sometimes, I think that it'll be all better, and it gets better for a while, but then it all seems to go to hell again. Just weird, I dunno. Anyways, I suppose you're all finding ropes to hang yourself with at this point so you can stop reading, so don't bother. I'll end your pain and suffering now. Haha...see ya later.

	Prom (Anonymous) 2004-02-13 01:29 (link)
	PROM=OVERRATED! Save your money for a plane ticket to Vegas so you can get a hooker and gamble, then call your buddies to come bail your drunk ass out of a Mexican prison that you somehow wound up at. -Brinkley (Reply to this) (Thread)