Christopher Carrabba (ender_carrabba) wrote, @ 2003-03-10 13:44:00

Current mood:	nervous
Current music:	Jeff and Lys singing 'Itsy Bitsy Spider'

Home. In our home. Sleeping in our bed. In his arms. Of course...I have to go back tomorrow. But I can go back a happy man.

Alyssa...she's ours. For good. No more weekend visits or a few days here and there. Every day. I don't know what I've ever done to deserve this. Jeff. Alyssa. A family.

Today's the appointment. I'm nervous. This is something we both want so badly. I've never had so much ever go right in my life, especially at one time. And I'm really scared that my luck just might run out here. That this could be the end of the line. But I pray it's not. Because this...would be the most amazing thing.

Maybe I'm pressing my luck...I've got everything I could ever dream of...more than that...and now I'm still asking. But this...it's worth asking for...

I just hope the Big Guy still thinks I deserve it.

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