Christopher Carrabba (ender_carrabba) wrote, @ 2003-02-19 05:48:00

Current mood:	lonely
Current music:	Stay the Night // Jeff and whoever

I don't like being this far away.

He's handling everything.

I feel like I'm missing out on everything.

I told him no.

Because I'm a fucking idiot.

And I'll still say no. Because I'm still a fucking idiot.

I want to go home.

jeffgivesgreatphonesexthanks

	jbtimmons 2003-02-19 05:53 (link)
	*frowns* I can wait until you're back to make the rest of the plans if you want. I didn't mean to make you feel like you were missing out, I'm just excited. I love you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	ender_carrabba 2003-02-19 05:59 (link)
	No! I want you to plan! Plan away to your little heart's content. And when you get out here, we can finalize. I'm excited, too. I'll officially be yours. Forever. :smiles: I love you. More than anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jbtimmons 2003-02-19 06:00 (link)
	So you still want me to come next week? I was under the impression that you wanted me to wait. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ender_carrabba 2003-02-19 06:03 (link)
	:sighs: I don't know what I want. I want to see you but...I don't like this! Can I come home? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jbtimmons 2003-02-19 06:06 (link)
	You know if it were up to me, I'd buy you a ticket back here in a heartbeat. This is something you have to do baby, and if my being there is going to make it harder to get it done, then I should stay away. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ender_carrabba 2003-02-19 06:08 (link)
	No! No being logical! Logical is bad. :sighs: I hate it when you're right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jbtimmons 2003-02-19 06:10 (link)
	*sighs* I wish I weren't right in this case. Get this damn thing done so I can have you here with me again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ender_carrabba 2003-02-19 06:18 (link)
	It's going to get done. I don't care if I have to spend 23/7 in the studio, doing it alone. It will get done, and soon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jbtimmons 2003-02-19 06:20 (link)
	I hope you're right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ender_carrabba 2003-02-19 06:21 (link)
	Have I been wrong before? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jbtimmons 2003-02-19 06:23 (link)
	No. *sighs softly* I love you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ender_carrabba 2003-02-19 06:32 (link)
	Exactly. :smiles weakly: I love you too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)