Christopher Carrabba (ender_carrabba) wrote, @ 2003-02-11 23:25:00

Current mood:	scared
Current music:	The Anniversary // Sweet Marie

I really hate it when someone comes along and fucks up something really special.


I'm not a bad person. I don't hate people. I don't see the point in hating people. Life's too short.

But I'm really beginning to hate somebody.

It's tearing me up inside.

It scares me.

It leaves me feeling insecure...vulnerable.

I'm in a position now that leaves me painfully aware and so insanely hopeful.

I'm so scared to feel safe now, because once you're safe, you're fucked.

I live for this...but there's a constant threat that it's going to kill me.

	jbtimmons 2003-02-11 23:45 (link)
	*sighs softly* Baby you have nothing to be scared about. I love you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	ender_carrabba 2003-02-11 23:51 (link)
	I know you do. I've just... I've been here. I've lost. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jbtimmons 2003-02-11 23:54 (link)
	You're not losing me. I promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ender_carrabba 2003-02-12 00:16 (link)
	I can't (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jbtimmons 2003-02-12 00:59 (link)
	You won't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ender_carrabba 2003-02-12 01:05 (link)
	I told you I'm going to hold you to it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)