Christopher Carrabba (ender_carrabba) wrote, @ 2003-04-28 08:50:00

Current mood:	guilty
Current music:	Hot Hot Heat ; No, Not Now

I want to. So badly. I want to show him.

But I can't. I just...can't.

I can't give him what he wants. And that makes me feel inadequate.

It used to be so easy. One look was all it took. One kiss, one touch. But now...now I loathe that look, I tremble at his lips on mine, my stomach knots at his touch.

I'm afraid of him.

	randy_harrison_ 2003-04-28 10:04 (link)
	I don't know what happened, but whatever it was... I hope you two can get past it. You guys inspired me with your marriage and everything. That's how I wanted Brian and I to be eventually. Married, I mean. I just don't want to rush though right now I feel I could run off with him and do it with no regrets. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	nearly_nick 2003-04-28 10:35 (link)
	If you ever need hugs, I'm a hug whore! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	paulwalkerrr 2003-04-28 11:27 (link)
	*laughs* Man, you mambo'd in my journal! *screams like a little girl* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jbtimmons 2003-04-28 13:14 (link)
	I wish there were something I could do to show you there's nothing to be afraid of. (Reply to this) (Thread)