Nikki (youngexlove) wrote in emoleericks, @ 2009-11-07 11:18:00

hey guys..i haven't posted in a really long time but i still check blurty every day.. i have a huge favor to ask though..

my high school sweetheart died halloween night in a hunting accident and i'm having the hardest time coping with it all. we had tried starting again on and off all summer..and were pretty much back together the night he died. does any one have any quotes or lyrics along the lines of:

i regret being scared this second time around
i love you and i miss you
wait for me..we'll be together soon?

thank you ahead of time

	lovexpollution 2009-11-07 13:20 (link)
	this post broke my heart. i honestly cannot even imagine; i am so, so sorry, sweetie. "i ran away", coldplay -it came to mind, when i think of others i can let you know. i had to wipe out my entire computer so i lost all of my lists :( (Reply to this) (Thread)

youngexlove 2009-11-09 00:51 (link)

thank you so much. it's been the hardest week i could ever possibly imagine and out of my hundreds of quotes and lyrics, i can't find one that even comes close to what this has been like. those lyrics are basically exactly what i did.. i was caught in between two people that i genuinely loved and my last conversation to him was asking him for a little more time to wrap my head around things and make sure i was fully okay before starting over. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lovexpollution 2009-11-09 12:36 (link)

honestly, i know i don't know you but i'm glad i could provide the least bit of solace in a relatable lyric. lyrics are a beautiful thing, especially in a heart-wrenching situation. loss, to me, is the hardest thing to endure. i am so sorry, but i wish you the ability to heal.. just never forget that it's possible, even though it gets hard. and if it's any consolation.. what you did is the best thing you could have done. getting into a relationship right away when you're not sure of your feelings for someone else wouldn't have been fair for either of you. and i'm sure he appreciated you giving him that much respect.. i know i would. ♥ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	__starryskies 2009-11-07 16:53 (link)
	omgsh i'm so sorry :[ i don't have any particular suggestions. i saw you're from jaffrey? i'm from merrimack. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	youngexlove 2009-11-09 00:51 (link)
	yeahh i used to live in rindge but i moved to jaffrey with my mom when i was 13 (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sobrightlyfalse 2009-11-08 11:42 (link)
	Hear You Me-Jimmy Eat World really helped me when my sister was killed. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	youngexlove 2009-11-09 00:53 (link)
	i am so sorry for your loss. with all the pain and stuff that i feel right now, i can't even imagine what his family is dealing with. this song was actually the first one that had come to mind when i started to make my playlist for him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)