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i hope youre as happy as youre pretending..
wOah .. havent updated in FOREVER. but i decided that im baaaaack =) i have no friends tho sO comment & you`ll be added.. i dont really have any rules except that you comment + make me feel special lol.. so what's new with me ?
me : still your average unmotivated 16 year old catholic school girl. i will forever be in trouble about my grades from my psycho path mother.. she doesnt understand.
sports : soccer just ended ( 16-6 ) i was voted on for captain for next year.. and thank the lord that basketball starts in TWO WEEKS. if you cant tell basketball is my sanctuary. it takes up so much of my life that i have no time to worry about anything or deal with people's shit - which is wonderful
friends : i really am alone in this world. lol sounds corny but true. there isnt one person that i can sit an really just talk to about anything. no one knows the real me - which is so different than the exterior me - i mean i have my close friends.. and then A LOT of aquaintences but idk . . .
boys : trying to get over matt. a boy who had liked me for as long as i can remember.. and i finally started liking him before the summer. things were great.. then summer he goes down the shore.. so we did whatever. he came back + things were the same. then DRAMA ! ahh to make a long story short i screwed things up and didnt realize untill too late how much i really cared about him. he has a new g/f but everyone swears he still likes me and it just hurts. bcuz of the way he looks at me and jus things he says and stuff idk.. its depressing
thats all there really is to say i guess ! so ill be updating soon
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