Tragedy
Alright, so...I was all happy and content and what not and then get a phone call and now I want to burn my head or something equally as wrong.
I grew up with the guys from Hoobastank. We all went to school together, we all hung out, toked up, surfed together, a lot of things. It was always my band, Hooba (who back then was Hoobustank and should've stayed that thanks) and The Tourists (a.k.a Audiovent). We were always chillin together, so...ya basically we're all real tight. I got a call last night from Brandon, in the middle of the night mind you, letting me know that Dan had been in a motorbike accident. It apparently happened a few days ago, but I've had my cell off because of all the drama with Cameron. I just didn't feel like responding to anyone's calls, so I never got word of it until now. I don't remember exactly what Brandon said because I was half asleep and shocked out of my mind, but I do know it was something about a fractured skull, blood clot, and serious condition. He should be OK in a few days, and their show on the 4th of September hasn't been cancelled...but even still. I'm still freaking out.
Too much shit happens to people I care about. Think back on all the fuckin car accidents you guys have been in. Think of all the times we've gotten too drunk or stoned and scared other people. I lost my best friend in a car accident when I was 14. People should stop getting messed up and stop scaring me, OK?
I'm going through a lot of emotional shit with Cam right now, and the last thing I need is another one of my friends dying on me. Ugh. Just the thought of not having Dan around anymore scares and pisses me off.
I can't write this anymore.
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 cameron_r
2003-08-30 11:49
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I know you know everything's gonna be ok now...but I just thought I'd leave you this. We do take too many risks sometimes...and yeah, you really did scare me...you've scared me a couple times. I hate when someone I love so much just...isn't careful. I don't know what I'd do if I lost you...or anyone I'm really close with. I think I'd want to just curl up in a ball and die.
You have to be careful with yourself. I do too. We're parents now and we have this big responsibility to this tiny person that doesn't have anyone else to depend on. He's helpless and we both have to be there to make sure he grows up right and is safe. Whenever any of our friends get hurt...I always end up wondering what would happen if it was you...or me.
I forget what the point of all this was.
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