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sheesh this heat is nasty. it was 100 yesterday... thankfully i have a/c so it stays pretty nice in my house.... the moment i walk out the door i go into shock though. :|
i finally told seth how i felt and basically "broke things off" with him if thats possible to do with a non-boyfriend. it finally got to the point where i was being annoyed by his presence and he was smothering me. everyone has been telling me to ditch him since the day he started stalking me, lol.... i told him i wanted to still be friends and he does too, but we shall see- i think i pretty much smashed his heart into little pieces...guess he won't be taking me to Hootie this month- lol.... :p
sean has been living it up in missoula, if that in itself is possible to do.... however, im jealous of the fact he has had so many days off- i wanna vacation!!! i think im getting august 26-30 off and i might go down to portland to see my family and go to the beach, im going through withdrawals..... i am going to send out my resume for different clinics that are willing to pay more and in full time so i can quit heart arrow... the clinic isn't busy enough for what i wanted to get out of it. i will stay with PEC though- that's the best thing to have on your resume in this field :)
i do have this friday off and sean and i are going to hang out... hes going to make me ride my bike-- but after that it better be relaxing! lol.... i had to dig my bike and rack out of storage and i cant remember how the rack goes on my car- ought be interesting....
eric and i had a long conversations about each other.... i told him that i really like sean- differently than the other guys he knows i was seeing... i suppose maybe because he reminds me a bit of eric on some level.... im not sure how though... maybe it's the way that they are both very honest....because they are pretty much different besides that.... im not too sure what to do about how i feel right now... i do know that i like sean very much and like to see where this takes us...
for now, i must get ready for work...again....-groan- AND a cat bit me yesterday! in all my years, ive only been bitten once when i was 11 by a shar pei and now a damn cat! who was to know he had affection aggression-- ie, he acts all lovey when you pet him and then bites you... grrrr
but yay! today is my saturday :|
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(Anonymous)
2004-07-16 02:12
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Go with the flow of things. If you can that is. As I'm sure Sean is finding out for himself it can be a very hard thing to do. Maybe you both will be able to learn things from eachother, but holding back and not going with the flow. What good will that do? ... Atleast thats become one of my new philosophies in life. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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