A Final Farewell
Beth - I can't promise you. I told you I couldn't. I'm sorry.
Caity and Jacci - Although at one time I considered both of you my good friends, I regret to say that today I do not feel that way. Maybe nothing happened that night, but it was the act that ensured what happened today. You know it. I cannot believe you could be so cruel. You know how much I care about Austin. It's amazing how inconsiderate you can be. Did you not see me today or yesterday? If I saw you in that situation I would rush to your side and help you. But no, you two are too self-centered and narcissistic to think of anyone else. I hope you grow up
Austin- I love you. Always will. Please don't ever forget how bad you made me feel. Don't ever forget the times we had together. I can't imagine why it makes you feel so good to see me feel this bad. I saw you smiling today. Amazing... This is all because of you. You amaze me how selfish you are. You know you loved me. What happened? Maybe you need to take a look inside yourself and really see who you are. Because everyone is telling me that they saw this coming from the start, but I didn't. I saw someone who would hold me and love me and care for me. But apparently I was wrong. But I know you are that person. I wish I could feel the way I did before I met you, numb. But you made me happy, something that doesn't genuinely come too often to me. But now I am distraught, and I will be for a very, very long time. I hope you're happy knowing I'm not. I hope you sleep well knowing I don't sleep at all. I hope you live a very perfect life, without horrible memories of your first love. Because I will.
---Goodbye---
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